Clue

I guess I am just not the one you would open up when your feeling down or so.

Why do I dislike you so much?

1. You make me jealous

2. You are always the source that causes the problem

3. So what if you know my bee longer.

4. You are sayang-ing my bee

I am not jealous because of you. I am jealous that I did not get to see the bee the way you see - The way my bee always was. Sometimes I just wish I was you. You make my bee smile more then I get too. You comfort my bee all the time. Maybe if you wouldnt have give up last time, you guys will be just perfect.

Why do I always get the frowns the hidden secrets, or the clueless mind? Am I sensitive or maybe Im not.

Nothing is perfect and so is nobody is perfect.

Love is a true mental illness.

I am trying in all ways to not bother about you. I know you have nothing with my bee but I just dislike you. Since I have my own, I shal not complain. Close friends. I just have to be understanding and believe in fate. Thinking too much ruins everything.

Loving you was suppose to be a happy thing but why do I feel like im not making you happy. I feel like I am causing more pressure for you. Making your life even more dramatic.

I just need to get away for a while. take a whole day out. Just myself, and maybe cameron highlands. Top of the hills with wind whispering through my ears.

beautiful

Good morning monday.