Absence

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. Having no communication with you for awhile is like drinking coffee without sugar. Sounds dramatic but it is how it is. bleh~

Minutes slowly go by as the precious thought of a brand new year is about to begin in a few days time. Questions like "So, jess, what did you do this year" strikes me every new year since I was 14years old.

Hellen makes sense when she said

" I do think New Year's resolutions can't technically be expected to begin on New Year's Day, don't you? Since, because it's an extension of New Year's Eve, smokers are already on a smoking roll and cannot be expected to stop abruptly on the stroke of midnight with so much nicotine in the system. Also dieting on New Year's Day isn't a good idea as you can't eat rationally but really need to be free to consume whatever is necessary, moment by moment, in order to ease your hangover. I think it would be much more sensible if resolutions began generally on January the second "

*laughs*

Absence. An excuse? I have no idea at all. I guess I am just lost in the world where people keep in close contact with the ones they care or love but...not me. Problem, unsolved problem. What the hell. I enjoy my life the way it is now. It wouldn't be New Year's if I didn't have regrets. sheesh

God understands our prayers even when we can't find the words to say them. I deeply pray for one of my sisters friends mother who is going through cancer.

Few more days of mental torture. wee~

New year eve with len and granny? Sounds really relaxing but what are we gonna do?hmmm.