Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will. Having no communication with you for awhile is like drinking coffee without sugar. Sounds dramatic but it is how it is. bleh~
Minutes slowly go by as the precious thought of a brand new year is about to begin in a few days time. Questions like "So, jess, what did you do this year" strikes me every new year since I was 14years old.
Hellen makes sense when she said
" I do think New Year's resolutions can't technically be expected to begin on New Year's Day, don't you? Since, because it's an extension of New Year's Eve, smokers are already on a smoking roll and cannot be expected to stop abruptly on the stroke of midnight with so much nicotine in the system. Also dieting on New Year's Day isn't a good idea as you can't eat rationally but really need to be free to consume whatever is necessary, moment by moment, in order to ease your hangover. I think it would be much more sensible if resolutions began generally on January the second "
*laughs*
Absence. An excuse? I have no idea at all. I guess I am just lost in the world where people keep in close contact with the ones they care or love but...not me. Problem, unsolved problem. What the hell. I enjoy my life the way it is now. It wouldn't be New Year's if I didn't have regrets. sheesh
God understands our prayers even when we can't find the words to say them. I deeply pray for one of my sisters friends mother who is going through cancer.
Few more days of mental torture. wee~
New year eve with len and granny? Sounds really relaxing but what are we gonna do?hmmm.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
The Sound of Jingles
Christmas mood = Zero
It is Christmas in the heart that puts Christmas in the air. Christmas is not as much about opening our presents as opening our hearts. oh wtvr~
I still think Mid Valley Megamall has one of the best deco in all festivals. Second comes Pavilion.
There is so much to be done yet I have no idea where should I begin. I realise I am bad in keeping contacts with friends around me. Why? (honestly,I do not know either)
I miss my past moments though but I do not wish that I could go back to where I was back then.
2010 is nearing and hell yea I am excited. A good start to a brand new year.
What am I really looking forward at?
CHINESE NEW YEAR BABY!
nyek nyek nyek
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year ya'll!
Monday, December 14, 2009
Odds
I used to feel the excitement of your return. What is happening? Changes do happen but I guess I'd never expect a drastic change like that.
Often I question myself "why do you even feel so distracted by it?" yet, I find it so hard to seek for an answer.
Time will tell. Is that the only conclusion there is? To me, things do fade away. There is a limit to everything. Toleration and patience is all I can swallow. Deep within me, I just feel like a rock, but a crushed one.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.
The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.
Life is all about facing the reality and accepting the facts of it. Guess, it is not plain as it looks like. The uneasiness and the feeling of distress will always be there. Same plain oh crap.
We need not destroy the past for it is gone. If I can deal with it, why can't you? Difficult as it may sound, did you even try? Fed up is a close feeling that I am about to face yet I am not giving up on this friendship that we've build up together.
Love you piks
.........
Anyway, hello monday. I am glad that I have been making use of my time really wisely somehow. I miss my beetch.
Next week will be my most happiest week of all time. I am not going to gamble for a long time. Terrible money luring. How could I? Damn it.
Lennie is back and yes, I watched Twilight TWICE already. I miss lennnnnnnnnie. Why do I need to work? HAHA. stupid question. oh what the heck!
FB = Fucking Busybody <3
What's next? Malacca love.
Often I question myself "why do you even feel so distracted by it?" yet, I find it so hard to seek for an answer.
Time will tell. Is that the only conclusion there is? To me, things do fade away. There is a limit to everything. Toleration and patience is all I can swallow. Deep within me, I just feel like a rock, but a crushed one.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.
The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.
Life is all about facing the reality and accepting the facts of it. Guess, it is not plain as it looks like. The uneasiness and the feeling of distress will always be there. Same plain oh crap.
We need not destroy the past for it is gone. If I can deal with it, why can't you? Difficult as it may sound, did you even try? Fed up is a close feeling that I am about to face yet I am not giving up on this friendship that we've build up together.
Love you piks
.........
Anyway, hello monday. I am glad that I have been making use of my time really wisely somehow. I miss my beetch.
Next week will be my most happiest week of all time. I am not going to gamble for a long time. Terrible money luring. How could I? Damn it.
Lennie is back and yes, I watched Twilight TWICE already. I miss lennnnnnnnnie. Why do I need to work? HAHA. stupid question. oh what the heck!
FB = Fucking Busybody <3
What's next? Malacca love.
Monday, December 7, 2009
Decoliday
December, a month of never-ending fun.
I should start bringing my camera everywhere I go. I do not even remember where I've went already.
Last Last week was : -
Red Box (Pav),
Neway(SS15) ,
7th Floor (LCS)
Utopia (Damansara Perdana)
Maison
Genting.
where else?See, without camera, my memory is like a 70th year old grandma
OH HOW CAN I FORGET, jenna is in kk now. GOSH. Oh jen, I called you cause I thought of you, not because of emo sessions. SHEESH. xoxo
Last week was : -
all about Penang and spending time with my beeness!
Evern is really the most energetic person I've ever met. She only slept 2 hours and she still could drive to penang! Me, april and vern and vern's super cool mum decided to go on a trip to penang. Yes, it was just ONE DAY.but I still had alot of fun and of course I ate, but in some point, I am pretty disappointed at the food. It isn't as tasty as it used to be. I guess KL is the real bomb diggity now.
First time seeing 3 queen size bed in one room. Loves it.
Me and evern
Me and april
(if you notice, it was ralph lauren day!)
haha
FYI, this is in Mum's Place at damansara perdana. FUCKING spicy that I felt like my tongue had stroke for a sec.
I love this the most. I can just gobble up everything
Evern's going on a super long trip. Will miss you babe! awww~
I should start bringing my camera everywhere I go. I do not even remember where I've went already.
Last Last week was : -
Red Box (Pav),
Neway(SS15) ,
7th Floor (LCS)
Utopia (Damansara Perdana)
Maison
Genting.
where else?See, without camera, my memory is like a 70th year old grandma
OH HOW CAN I FORGET, jenna is in kk now. GOSH. Oh jen, I called you cause I thought of you, not because of emo sessions. SHEESH. xoxo
Last week was : -
all about Penang and spending time with my beeness!
Evern is really the most energetic person I've ever met. She only slept 2 hours and she still could drive to penang! Me, april and vern and vern's super cool mum decided to go on a trip to penang. Yes, it was just ONE DAY.but I still had alot of fun and of course I ate, but in some point, I am pretty disappointed at the food. It isn't as tasty as it used to be. I guess KL is the real bomb diggity now.
First time seeing 3 queen size bed in one room. Loves it.
Me and evern
Me and april
(if you notice, it was ralph lauren day!)
haha
FYI, this is in Mum's Place at damansara perdana. FUCKING spicy that I felt like my tongue had stroke for a sec.
I love this the most. I can just gobble up everything
Evern's going on a super long trip. Will miss you babe! awww~
This week's plan
Joyie is back and my two loves are coming back.
Vicky's b,bday on Wed's night. Fairness girl I've ever met.
Meeting Foo. Omg, I've not seen you for a year.
I am really trying to adapt to this whole milk thing. Lactose is just bad. FUCKING annoying.
It is like eating for a sec and shitting at the other sec.I should just starve. ugh
My boss is on leave tomorrow till next week. What does that say?
When the boss is away, work becomes holiday.
Awesome.
Things has been really smooth for me. It is just that smooth feeling, that breath of fresh air. Oh well, the best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up. No? Love is being stupid together. haha.
p/s : I am indeed worried of this month? Why ? *paused*..the end.
Vicky's b,bday on Wed's night. Fairness girl I've ever met.
Meeting Foo. Omg, I've not seen you for a year.
I am really trying to adapt to this whole milk thing. Lactose is just bad. FUCKING annoying.
It is like eating for a sec and shitting at the other sec.I should just starve. ugh
My boss is on leave tomorrow till next week. What does that say?
When the boss is away, work becomes holiday.
Awesome.
Things has been really smooth for me. It is just that smooth feeling, that breath of fresh air. Oh well, the best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up. No? Love is being stupid together. haha.
p/s : I am indeed worried of this month? Why ? *paused*..the end.
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