Who am I kidding?

Deep down, I just can feel that your heart belongs to someone else already.

Day by day, I can actually feel the far distance separating us. We are growing apart even more. I do not even know if it is a good thing or a bad thing.

I am really tired of putting so much hope into this knowing that all I have is just disappointments in the end. Why can't you just tell me now, at this very instant "Its over". Why are you making things complicated for the both of us? Are you testing me? This whole time-off thing is not going anywhere. One things for sure , I am much more relaxed now. I can actually breathe.

I guess, all I just want to know is the truth. The truth will set me free but firstly it will make me miserable.

Why are you even doing this at the first place?

You ARE thattttt distracting till its becoming annoying towards me which actually make me feel like I'd rather be depress loving my ex then having you. At least, it doesn't haunt me and great memories always stays till this very day.

Oh what the heck. After all the complains, I am still very much into you. haha. Screw you Jess.

All I need is "pool" now.

p/s : Song of the day : I don't wanna miss a thing