Alive

I feel so much more alive now.

Those two hours of my voicing out moments was just the thing I needed! I am really glad that things are cleared out.

I had a talked with geoff and seriously, sometimes I just dont know how in the world that we end up not talking after one and the half years. I could still remember about the times that we've spend together and to be able to talk to him like that and still feel so comfortable as I use to be, I actually had fun. Real fun after such a long tormenting moments.

I am already growing pimples and this is really bad.

I really have to start loving myself and learn to have fun.

AFTERALL, I am still a freaking 20 year old and I have to stop thinking that I am getting older and striving for that success is making me brain damaged and practically, I am losing myself. Life is suppose to be simple. not easy but simple.

I love myself.

haha