To Gardens with <3

One word, Tiring!

7am = Church.

Pastor was the bomb. 2012 was today topic and it sums it up, "you do not need to be scared of the disasters happen as we will be saved in heaven".

Taman desa has a kopitiam now. "whoa". Hailam Kopitiam. It is good in ways but service needs ALOT of improvement. I ordered 3 half boiled eyes which means 6 eggs *duh*.The waitress really gave me 3 eggs. I just stoned and say "wth" and laughed all the way.

And yes, I was at sushi zanmai again. Loves it there, ALWAYS. *sneaky laugh*

Gardens it was for today with evern, kevin, didi.

Halfway eating evern suggested "lets go cheong k!". Knowing that we missed the buffet,but who cares la right. Sang alllllllll the way till 2.

Didi and I

Evern and Kev

Look at my luck with dice! 5 4's!

Look how red her face is!haha

DD!

Evern's hello kitty

She wolf! dang!

Kevin sings realllllllllllllllllllllllllly well.omg.I was like in fantasy island through out the whole time.Yes, it was thatttttttttt good!

I still love justin's meng ngan!

The best thing of today was, hello kitty paradise.hahaha

Front seat of evern's car!

Cute rightttttttttt! i know

Nothing beats this!

Had soooooooo much fun!

Work again tomorrow.ugh.

YES! PAYS COMING OUT THIS THURSDAY and Friday is a public holiday.Hallelujah to that!

When I..

Office : A place to feel boredom if you never feel bored.

Guess what?

I found the damn documents by sneaking into my project manager's room. THERE IT WAS.
All I did was "oh my fucking god, there you are". All my boss did was, "please make a photocopy". So, after 7 hours of search, it comes to a conclusion that, I have just wasted my time.

In the office, everything you do, whether it is right, you are wrong. So, patients is a virtue.

You will definitely feel this ;

When I take a long time, I am slow.
When my boss takes a long time, he is thorough.

When I don’t do it, I am lazy.
When my boss doesn’t do it, he is too busy.

When I do something without being told, I am trying to be smart.
When my boss does the same, that is initiative.

When I please my boss, I am ass-kissing.
When my boss pleases his boss, he is co-operating.

When I do good, my boss never remembers.
When I do wrong, he never forgets.

When I make a mistake, I am an idiot.
When my boss makes a mistake, he’s only human.

When I am out of the office, I am wandering around.
When my boss is out of the office, he’s on business.

The toilet is all yours by doing this!

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All you do is lift it up and its all yours.

OR

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See who seats in it!

As a result : You worry too much about your job. Stop it. You are not paid enough to worry.

Oh what the heck la, everyone has to go through this, I LOVE WORK....not

Hitting counters tonight for Shauna's Bday. Sweeeeet~

Australia hates me

Yes, Australia hates me.

Everything around me is just either studying in australia, going to go to australia or stays in australia. So tell me, why haven't my working visa been approved yet? *knnccb*

Being involve and committing in a relationship is a total "you-better-think-wisely" kinda thing.

The difference between 'involvement' and 'commitment' is like an eggs-and-ham breakfast:
the chicken was 'involved' - the pig was 'committed'.

This is the funniest advertisement post up on star newspaper. First look at it, I just burst out laughing.

The Mother Trucker, Just Got Meaner.
Nissan is the shit.Who wouldn't remember Navara, Nissan.
Cause,damn it, I would!

The J's were hanging out at Mj @ damansara and I've never laugh so much since like a month already. Oh, and jan, this is just a small video for you. Funs of it my friend. Miss you loads!

oh and jenna was semi naked in MJ! haha


I bet your saying *bitch!*. Love you JEN! XD

Work was not good. I repeat. NOT GOOD at all.
Yes, I pretty much lost a document.
And yes, I feel so awfully bad but my boss wouldn't accept the fact that it is LOST.
Thanks to yours truly. I do not even know what to say because I just don't remember where on mother earth would it be. To note, it was a month ago. I touched more then a hundred memorandums. So, people makes mistake.
Maybe 'opppps?' shall do good!
By working faithfully eight hours a day, you may get to be a boss and work twelve hours a day. So yea, fuck work.

Skyping with joyie now hearing a rock song and she is singing like a toddler. haha. I STILL FINISH HEARING IT RIGHT? you know you love me! XD

Damn it, it is friday tomorrow, yet again. Good, time oh time, please past faster.
Tomorrow will be your last day. Yes, I would regret if I do not do anything!.
The present is a point just passed and the future is something which everyone reaches at the rate of sixty minutes an hour, whatever he does, whoever he is.

It is 50% for pool today.Oh yes!

It is indeed an ang-moh day tomorrow. *sweeeet*

Bids Bye

Series Addict

Ian Somerhalder is love!
Heard of the Vampire Diaries? no?
Three hearts. Two immortal . One torn.

If you would to just stare at those eyes. melts . FYI, it is NOT the same as Twilight.

Damon Salvotore (Ian Somerhalder)

Elena Gilbert ( Nina Dobrev)

Stefan Salvotore ( Paul Wesley)

Anyway, it is only episode 9 now. Do watch this series! *promotes promotes*

I watched time travellers wife yesterday at mid valley's gsc cinema with my utmost quietest friend ever, hsueh chuen. I swear I no longer like normal cinemas. I am practically glued to signature gardens! I actually had leg cramps caused by the small seating space and my backbone felt so uneasy. Great.just great.

Movie was a so-so. It is unique in ways but lack of the "pow".If you started by reading the book first, disappointments will just hit you right at your face. I see so many people weeping yet I was only distracted by one thing ;The smell in the cinema. Can you imagine having sushi smell on your right and mcdonalds french fries behind you? and all you had was just a popcorn. Now,THAT my friend is a real distraction.

OH 2012, when oh when will I watch you?

Yay, twilight's new moon is out on the 26th and guess who am I watching it with. None other than my piggy lennie la' len. I shall patiently awaits for December to come!

I really do think I am in love with vampires. haha.

Work was pretty much carefree today. Qad is back on 3rd, D&L is back on 10th and many more. I wish I had no work on December. Screw you, work. It has only been two days knowing you. What a small world? I never thought that you would show up today but suddenly you came and somehow I smiled so widely. *hidden smiles somemore*. It has been long since I felt my heart just pounded so slowly and sadly you will only be here till friday. Oh, what can I possibly do? gee

Down with flu yet again. ugh.

Good-bye.

P/s : Talking about self-control. One word, amazing. Yes, I am proud that I can control myself =)

Unbelievable

I had no idea what happened this week. Seriously it is like "woooosh", a week has just passed.
Bloody hell, time should pass faster till december. HURRAY!

Pool, drinking, pubbing, clubbing,gambling. What a week.

It was my first ever time entering the casino.This might sound weird, but I actually find it boring at first until I started having guts to bet. The thrill plus heart-pounding moments got me being in the casino for about 4 hours. haha. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT NOW. shit. addiction will happen I know.

I finally remembered the taste of tau sa pang! omg.That totally reminds me that I HAVE TO GO TO PENANG. damn it. but for what. KL is the bomb already. Ok, no penang it is. I really just can't wait for next year. It will be me and aus and me and europe. OMG. I cant wait to see all of you. From melbourne to sydney to london to switz. jesus. Say goodbye BOUSTEAD. Travel is what I love doing most.

I should go stalk david tutera. I want his brains. ish.

Oh well, I wouldn't say I don't think of you at all. At least now, it is not everyday but just once in a while. Yea, I do miss you sometimes. Lots of things still reminds me about us. haha. Oh wtvr. glad we're still friends. Sometimes I prefer us like this, just so simple and without any complications and worries.

New year is coming! 2010. I have to start thinking of how to make it the most memorable day. I prefer new year then christmas. WEIRD HUH .

A glimpse of 2009 new year.

I miss 2007-2008. Good lord. I seldom miss things. This is so bad.

Placebo - Running Up That Hill is really good.

I happen to pass this blog that has a song tag on it, which is really good.

Tamia - Officially Missing You.

I look forward to the next genting trip. HEEHEE. I am actually proud that I can control drinking. Recently I got really tipsy, I think it was out of the free shots that I took plus the beers. It is really funny. Have you ever tried messaging someone when you are in tipsy stage. And it is the same person that you always message when your tipsy. It would be really embarrassing if it was someone else. Love you piks! You have no choice but to deal with it.haha!

Have a great week. Yipppee

Alive

I feel so much more alive now.

Those two hours of my voicing out moments was just the thing I needed! I am really glad that things are cleared out.

I had a talked with geoff and seriously, sometimes I just dont know how in the world that we end up not talking after one and the half years. I could still remember about the times that we've spend together and to be able to talk to him like that and still feel so comfortable as I use to be, I actually had fun. Real fun after such a long tormenting moments.

I am already growing pimples and this is really bad.

I really have to start loving myself and learn to have fun.

AFTERALL, I am still a freaking 20 year old and I have to stop thinking that I am getting older and striving for that success is making me brain damaged and practically, I am losing myself. Life is suppose to be simple. not easy but simple.

I love myself.

haha

Breathing

Success and failure.

We think of them as opposites, but they're really not. They're companions like the hero and the sidekick.

Things are really great now.

I can actually stop thinking about it already.

Friends. Last longer I suppose? with no intensity involved.nothing much of difference I guess.hahaaaaa

I love every fridays. GOSH. I cant wait for damn december. I have 3 friday holidays that makes it thursday night till sunday night FREE. and still get paid. perfect.

Song addiction : Two is better than one by boys like girls , need you now by lady antebellum

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can’t fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call  but I lost all control and I need you now. 
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can’t stop looking at the door.
Wishing you’d come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It’s a quarter after one, I’m a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn’t call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It’s a quarter after one, I’m all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn’t call but I’m a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don’t know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

Don't walk away just like that.

Wind

You left without saying a thing.

You left without even saying goodbye.

You left just like that.

Without a sound , just like a wind your blown away.

It is only damn "fact" for anyone to hate you if they are in my position. Why won't I hate you?
After all that is happening I still hope for the best for you.
This is so not jess.
Great

Who am I kidding?

Deep down, I just can feel that your heart belongs to someone else already.

Day by day, I can actually feel the far distance separating us. We are growing apart even more. I do not even know if it is a good thing or a bad thing.

I am really tired of putting so much hope into this knowing that all I have is just disappointments in the end. Why can't you just tell me now, at this very instant "Its over". Why are you making things complicated for the both of us? Are you testing me? This whole time-off thing is not going anywhere. One things for sure , I am much more relaxed now. I can actually breathe.

I guess, all I just want to know is the truth. The truth will set me free but firstly it will make me miserable.

Why are you even doing this at the first place?

You ARE thattttt distracting till its becoming annoying towards me which actually make me feel like I'd rather be depress loving my ex then having you. At least, it doesn't haunt me and great memories always stays till this very day.

Oh what the heck. After all the complains, I am still very much into you. haha. Screw you Jess.

All I need is "pool" now.

p/s : Song of the day : I don't wanna miss a thing