Blinded

Have you ever wonder if you feel out of place?

Its the sense. The feeling of "what am I holding on to?".

Love is blind, or so it's said, as if the eyes had failed to notice things that others see.

Weird thing is, I actually handle it well this time. Minor pain with an unforgettable image still stuck in my head. I have to admit, by far, this blindfold love has really pull me down to the drain for good. Yet, a memory worth to keep. I'm trying to break free in ways but no matter what I do, you've got such a hold on me that I'll never get away from you. Oh well, like you've always said "why must things be so complicated?, all I want is something simple". How simple can things be? Give me a huge sign. Uh-Huh,like that's what I need.

I guess it is time for me to just willingly let go. I 'd rather be a silent supporter behind you. I know I will always be there watching you, smiling as I see you smile. You know, what the heck, why do humans always think of all the bad times and not the good times. I should be happy it once happened. Frankly, I really never regret a single moment.

*the end*

Caffeine really kicked in well today. I am a 90% lactose intolerant. At least I can still drink milo and nescafe ice in the mamak stalls. BUT, i have to bear the outcome of it. Conclusion is, toilets are my best friend when it comes to milky products and all dairy products. Work was never-ending today somehow.

I actually miss my high school life. *pause*. A sudden feeling. Oh,and college too. So much memory, filled with uncountable encounter of fucked moments and really happy moments. I'd say, I'm never in college,so , all i remember is my two beloved chokies that I do still think alot about till today.

Ok, yumcha calls.

p/s : The leaves still falls, but the flower never stop growing